Yup! That’s the new record. 

MesAyah being my break-record one, thanks dear!
And all thanks to all my WordPress family! Don’t have much idea what to say, just wanted to inform you all….
My family has grown to more than 100 people across the globe…such splendid it feels!
Thanks there everyone! 😀

Love your being a part of my Paradox!



The leibster award!!!



Thank you   http://sakshivashist.wordpress.com/ for this beautiful award here! Shakshi has been my earliest visitors and fellow blogger since my journey started. Visit her and you would be welcomed!


Now, before you try to guess what it means, like me, I would enlighten you;

Liebster is a German word and it means “sweetest, kindest, nicest, dearest, beloved, lovely, kind, pleasant, valued, cute, endearing, and welcome.”



This is a biiiiiig compliment, really. 😀 Thank you sakshi vashist  for this amazing award!


So now, the questions she asked and their answers;

1.     Dreams or Fantasies? Why?
Dreams for sure! Dreams are those bits of cords, which are created by us…for real. (You might have known this for I so frequently write on it)
 I am a dreamer; dreams give me strength and purpose. And I give them existence!
2.     What would be the idea of a perfect gift for you?
Actually, I have no idea about it. I love books, chocolates, skates, watches, music accessories, technology and shoes…would love to get them as a gift. But I love teddies, cakes and cards too. So anything similar…may be?huh!
3.     The song you listen to most.
Songs…! 😀
Love them!
It depends upon my mood, but Rockstar album is my favourate so far. (Yup! I like Indian)
And there’s a whole list, so can’t choose.
4.     Define Life in 7 words.
Life can’t be defined, it’s a paradox!
(Perfect 7 words! Huh! 😉 )
5.     Two famous personalities you admire and why.
I have no favorites. I respect them all. 😀
6.     Is 13 lucky or unlucky?
That Julius Ceaser stuff?
Neutral maybe? No personnel experiences, so…amm?
7.     What irritates you the most?

A boring lecture at the college?

Or my younger sis squealing like a perfect teen on the TV.(she isn’t even a teen yet)

Or my Aunt who just can’t help herself from complaining about her “big” life problems? (Those which I have heard a MILLION times)

I have many more…you choose. 😦



Now, the nomination;

  1. http://lifeof24hours.wordpress.com/
  2. http://righttobitch.wordpress.com/
  3. http://davidemeron.com/
  4. http://jorgeantoniogarate.wordpress.com/








My questions!!!

  1. Name you fav color and reason. (I know its childish, but you need to..)
  2. Your best memory till now.
  3. What is life according to you?
  4. Do you  believe in ghosts???? Explain in DETAIL.
  5. Favourite 5 books!
  6. What thing instantly makes you smile?
  7. Aim of life???(if not, why)


So here, have a great day ahead, and ping me when you post it…need to know your answers!!! 😉 





Crests and troughs




Crests and troughs;

Do come and go

Sometimes high;

Sometimes low

Sometimes hesitating;

Sometimes sound

Sometimes cornered;

Sometimes round

Sometimes linger;

Sometimes do cease

Sometimes do let

The soul at ease…


They occur like the tides;

High and low

Sometimes just soothe;

Sometimes ruthlessly blow

They occur, did occur

And always will

They never time-out;

Or nor sit still…

They are some openings

Profound for glee

Representing  gearing up

For a fresh new-fangled destiny


So tides may dampen;

But tides don’t kill

Those crests and troughs;

Come and go uphill….

They just masquerade

Into a horrendous disguise

So one doesn’t see

The cloaked thing nice…

One keeps running away

Until it halts

And misses the splendor

Godsend. By one’s own fault…



Our problems do come with the solutions, don’t they? They even bring amongst them pristine changes, leading to a sunnier land… The only thing is, missing or denying them due to our misconceptions and fears for a it, or the small negative part it contains(on the cover)….isn’t it? Here guys! Happy New Year!!! And by the way, its 100th day of “entangled in paradox” on WordPress today!!! So, cheerssss!!!!!!!!!!!   ————————>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Very Inspiring Blogger Award

An  award from  Otrazhenie – the very inspiring blogger award. Thanks, Otrazhenie.




Really glad that you liked my blog and found it inspiring !

And so much of thanks for my second award in my almost second month of WordPress!

So, not wasting time(as I always do) the Rules for the nomination


1. Display the award logo on your blog (DONE!)
2. Link back to the person who nominated you.(DONE!)
3. State 7 things about yourself.(AMMM…KK…WILL DO)
4. Nominate 15 other bloggers for this award and link to them.(NEED TIME)
5. Notify those bloggers of the nomination and the award’s requirements.(FINE!)



7 things about me (already did it some 3-4 days a go, but ok…)


1. I love music.

2. I love food.

3. Writing is my passion, my love and my life. Want to be a good writer in my future.

4. I dont like these rules like, “7 bloggers / 15 bloggers /10 bloggers”, it should be the number of bloggers we feel are deserving, more than this or less, so I m breaking them. Sorry.

5. I love the colors blue, black and red.(many others too, but these are my fav)

6. I dont know what to write now. 😦

7. I really dont know what to say right now. 😥


So, done with the things, now nominations for the award


1. thenaughtypoet

2. thurstanbassett

3. musingsoftompo

4. taniamend


6. forwomenseyesonly

7. soumyav

8. lly1205

9. The Daydreamer




 So, that’s it.  😉


Sorry if I missed anyone deserving, I will sure add them later if I get to remember.


Thanks friends, 2 months, 2 awards…not bad. 😀

Love you all,

Enjoy our paradox! 




No more life



Dark crimson


Some black

Some bluish pigments

Spots she had.


She lied there






The reason of her

Such state,


In her

Solid cold bones.


Her pink turned black lips

Her brown caramel eyes

Her breathless









Reason of her

Present state,



Only some dripping hot blood


That before a while

She was movable


Worth guessed





No one knows

No one guesses

No one feels

No one shows

No one tries

No one wants

No one does

No one does know


No one



Except that

She will never return




© 2012



This post was an answer to the daily prompt, “http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2012/11/30/daily-prompt-imitationflattery/” ie, copying your favorite blogger style of writing! Woof! Cool right?

Not likely. Trying to imitate someone, but not losing your own style, however, your style must not overlap your inspirations…Woof! Too much to handle!

So, one of my favorites and the one who I never though I could copy, the free verse writer  THE NAUGHTY POET, (http://thenaughtypoet.wordpress.com/) is imitated here by me . Hope its not too bad. Would love to hear from my inspiration himself, as well as my lovely friends.



Thank you!



Why do I write?


Why do I write?

A question much like advice

Whose answer I do know and don’t

Hidden in my veins, heart and eyes.


Do I need to know why I write?


I write because I must

I can’t handle it, it’s like a lust

But more than that, let’s say

It’s my one and only true lover in sight.


This is why I write.


It’s the fountain that quinces my thirst

Gives my dying soul a re-birth

It makes me take my breath

When the world seems to end my life.


This is why I write.


It’s a vent to give out my pain

To stop my mind from being lame

To close the pores that may

Slash my heart like a knife,


This is why I write.


I write because I can,

Because it doesn’t desert me, does not ban

My feelings, my words, my thoughts

And always supports me in my plight.


This is why I write.


I write because its free

And is just like planting a tree

For changes, revolutions, notions,

To bring back the freedom out of sight.


This is why I write.


These are all explanations to the quest,

Enough to pass a test,

But there’s a secret again in my heart that:

It’s my soul’s god’s advice!


And it is not in my own hands not to write…


I cant live without it, my friend!

Can’t think of doing so with all the world’s wealth in hand

You think I m wasted? I love being so….

For it heals my burnt soul like ice.

(and tell you, it’s my life)


I can’t think to live without my life,

This is why I write.





The piece of poetry I had been longing to sculpture since ages.  It came out when I read the daily prompt at “http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2012/11/21/daily-prompt-last-words/?like=1&_wpnonce=53d959a0ec

ie, your last post!!! (no, this isn’t, but I want it to be the one if ever)

I wanted to tell people about myself in it, but then I thought; I always express myself in poetry or prose or any other form of writing, so why not write why I do write?



Yes, this is the reason. Because I love to write.

 And love may have thousands of reason, but then, it is reasonless too.

It’s a part of my paradox, enjoy it!


Loves to all my readers,









50 days of WordPress

Warning: This is not  a post !

I had uploaded my post, “7 days of using WordPress”, and now its 50!

Yes, I completed 50 days recently (3 days ago). I just want to accept and confess, that the love, attention and “familyhood” I experienced here is heart throbbing for me.

I really feel being like a part of a lovely “big” family.

Have run over 100 likes a day ago, wishing to complete many more centuries in some days and a lot more…


But leave it, I m not here to tell you my mortal achievements, rather, just to say a  heartfelt thanks to you all for accompanying me in my journey. Loved thy presence.


This journey has led me make many new friends (as I call you all). The appreciations, the wishes, the love I got here is…amazing!


So again, I really wanted to name some WordPress friends of mine who I heartily love, but don’t want to offend you all by filling the page.

(I still want to say soo much…but ok, I will shut up…)


Thanks everyone for what you have been and would wish you all to remain so.

Moreover, thanks for remaining with me even through my stupidities.

Thanks for making me better, what I am today.

Thanks for boosting my confidence.

Thanks for giving me such a wonderful stage like this.

Thanks for making me explore this world and tell me there’s so much more to do everyday.

Thanks for this and thanks for that.

Thanks for this blog, thanks for the WordPress hat.

Thanks for everything.

Thanks WordPress team and my WordPress family.

Love thee!!!


And I am loving to be entangled in this paradox!

This is the journey of a girl on WordPress.