Hello Again!

Hey everyone!

How have all of you been?

I am sorry that I have been absent from this page for a long time. However, I have started a new blog here where I intend to keep posting regularly. I hope I’ll get the same  love and support there as I used to when I posted here.

My new blog : snehalsahay.wordpress.com

Do check it out.

Thank you so much for your love!

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The Broken Song

Broken is the word
Broken us the verb
That you can use for me
Its the thing that’ll set me free.
I’m broken, I’m in halves
A thousand times I’ve been ripped apart,
A thousand times I’ve been teared through,
A billion times I’ve come back though…
But life doesn’t stop, nor does the pain;
I have been kicked, thwarted, will be again.
Fall and crumble and break down,
And here, here, falls my crown
My crown, the broken, broken one
No, no, its no more any fun
But the day will pass, the next day may come,
When I’ll become again threesome:
With all vigour, my power, and strength
I may stand again, my feelings vent
And be the epitome of myself, more “me”
These broken parts stitched together, will make ‘me’ free, finally.

©Snehal Sahay 2015

dEMISE oF tHe dARK

It has been 16 years of our relationship-you and me. 16 years of compromising-fighting, debating and then finding that nothing can be done. 16 years are nothing petite – I have known you better each minute, each second, but still- I don’t understand you, neither I care to.
Each moment passes like an year.
It is you who holds my hand all the day and you who envelopes me all long the night-only you. My sight, my feelings, my aura -everything is yours by mandate – every known and unknown.
I won’t lie – I want to flee away from you – so

mewhere really far…but my destiny binds me. Where ever I go, I find you.
No-it isn’t love. It never will be.
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They say you are my destiny, thus I have tried to be devoted to you, but never could.
No one can, no one will.
How can anyone, how can I? It’s you who eats my soul all the day and curses my dreams each night…you have taken my everything away from me – even my shadow……

I want to be free-can’t you get this? 16 years of our relationship, and you took away my everything – and I got simply nothing. My each breath struggles to be free; my each drop of blood yearns…
I have spent my nights crying in a nutshell and my days wearing a disguise of life. Why should I carry on? Why?
I didn’t choose you. What right do you have to rule on my life?
No, I am ending this finally- I am ending your unobstructed glory. I know, it will pain a lot, but I don’t care.
Some flashing strokes of light are knocking my door.
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Yes, I am getting my colorful world back. I am getting my eyes back! Our 16 years of relation is going to end.
Yes, this is happening…finally, end of your tyranny.
Finally- after 16 years…
Adios darkness, I am engaging with colors…
I can see everything…i can see light!
Your rule ends…happy demise…
I GOT MY EYES BACK!
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©2013 Snehal Sahay

This post is contributed to TRIFECTA WRITING CHALLENGE.

-> http://www.trifectawritingchallenge.com/

LIGHT (noun)

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The leibster award!!!

 

 

Thank you   http://sakshivashist.wordpress.com/ for this beautiful award here! Shakshi has been my earliest visitors and fellow blogger since my journey started. Visit her and you would be welcomed!

 

Now, before you try to guess what it means, like me, I would enlighten you;

Liebster is a German word and it means “sweetest, kindest, nicest, dearest, beloved, lovely, kind, pleasant, valued, cute, endearing, and welcome.”

 

 

This is a biiiiiig compliment, really. 😀 Thank you sakshi vashist  for this amazing award!

 

So now, the questions she asked and their answers;

1.     Dreams or Fantasies? Why?
 
Dreams for sure! Dreams are those bits of cords, which are created by us…for real. (You might have known this for I so frequently write on it)
 I am a dreamer; dreams give me strength and purpose. And I give them existence!
 
 
 
2.     What would be the idea of a perfect gift for you?
Actually, I have no idea about it. I love books, chocolates, skates, watches, music accessories, technology and shoes…would love to get them as a gift. But I love teddies, cakes and cards too. So anything similar…may be?huh!
 
 
3.     The song you listen to most.
Songs…! 😀
Love them!
It depends upon my mood, but Rockstar album is my favourate so far. (Yup! I like Indian)
And there’s a whole list, so can’t choose.
 
4.     Define Life in 7 words.
Life can’t be defined, it’s a paradox!
(Perfect 7 words! Huh! 😉 )
 
5.     Two famous personalities you admire and why.
I have no favorites. I respect them all. 😀
 
6.     Is 13 lucky or unlucky?
That Julius Ceaser stuff?
Neutral maybe? No personnel experiences, so…amm?
 
7.     What irritates you the most?

A boring lecture at the college?

Or my younger sis squealing like a perfect teen on the TV.(she isn’t even a teen yet)

Or my Aunt who just can’t help herself from complaining about her “big” life problems? (Those which I have heard a MILLION times)

I have many more…you choose. 😦

 

 

Now, the nomination;

  1. http://lifeof24hours.wordpress.com/
  2. http://righttobitch.wordpress.com/
  3. http://davidemeron.com/
  4. http://jorgeantoniogarate.wordpress.com/

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My questions!!!

  1. Name you fav color and reason. (I know its childish, but you need to..)
  2. Your best memory till now.
  3. What is life according to you?
  4. Do you  believe in ghosts???? Explain in DETAIL.
  5. Favourite 5 books!
  6. What thing instantly makes you smile?
  7. Aim of life???(if not, why)

 

So here, have a great day ahead, and ping me when you post it…need to know your answers!!! 😉 

Enjoy!

 

 

 

It brings me closer to me

 

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Touch a string

Pluck a chord

Play it on

Let myself be heard…

 

Adding an unknown

In an unseen

Feeling the invisible

The one I have really been…

 

Being the raw

Key of a guitar

Taking the silence

Of solitude afar…

 

Clutching in my arms

And then letting it free

Entangling it in my fingers, around

Letting myself just be “me”…

 

Kissing the pouring rain and bliss

Of enduring notes and rhymes

Taking a deep mesmerizing dip

Away from the ocean of times…

 

Plucking a small shining chord

Humming an unknown tune

Speaking some unspoken words

Being my life’s own queen…

 

 

It brings me closer to me.

 

©2012

 

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I love music!!! It’s like the world to me! My passion, my release, my love, my soul and much more.

What about you? What is it to you?

Speak!

 

Thanks for being a part of my paradox!

 

 

 

What people think

We often waste our time, tears and soo much, for just the sake of “what people think” or “what would they think”.

And its really a mess that, do they even think?

If they would or did, I dont think they would ever interfare…

Live your life.

And note : live “YOUR” life…

😀

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Thanks!!!

There’s always a party at the door

When one is happy, things seem happier…the wind seems softer and musical. The clouds look fluffier. Flowers sway more, leaves seem brighter. Even the big clumsy child seems cute enough to hug!!! The crocking of the crow seems sweeter (oh! Did I say sweeter? Let me correct, “sweet”… LOL)

The darkness seems fading away even if it is night…life seems perfect!

 

There are always times in ones life when it seems perfect. There always will be, more than that.

 

When you would like to dive into the blue and go around chirping, fly around the woods playing, sleep in the arms of a beautiful dream and get up to the benevolent hug of your sweet love….

 

If things can be so sweet and “perfect” at one time and we can go through it so effortlessly, cant we live with the same smile when the things are “not-so-perfect” ?

Can’t we tell the stupid time, “Hey! Goofy girl! stop ranting! Fix your make up, go, and change…there’s going to be a party anytime…”

If we can drag our small sadness from days to weeks, can’t we carry the happiness a bit more?

Everyone knows there’s going to be a party at the door…

Is our happiness “too heavy” to carry a bit more?

Really sorry if it is….what a trouble!!! huh!  If its not…carry it man!!!

 

There is a party waiting at the door…

Isn’t it?

 

Go and check…

Go………….

 

I was right naa?

Huh! I m always right…. B)

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You still didnt check? What the hell man…go and check… 😦

Hahahahhaaaaa…. sorry for being so “brutal”.  😀  And  thanks for the read!!!

But dont you think our small small problems should not outcast our happiness???

I beleive it wont, let all of you and the whole world  have happiness alluring them….Enjoy the day!

Adios!!!